13 years…


So it’s been 13 years or so since I’ve “spoke” to you. We are going through some weird times Lizzy…We are doing the self-isolation thing, social distancing thing, and if we cough, staying in our rooms until we feel better…Weird times since you left us 13 years ago….

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Numb


For the past three or four months now I have little to no energy. I have just about closed myself off from people. I have been thinking about the sequence of events from “that day” and it is driving me insane. I hate these thoughts, the thoughts that won’t leave. I miss my daughter so […]

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THAT DAY….


Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. ~ Eskimo proverb A new video involving the circumstances of Lizzy’s death-

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7 years….


Ok. Well. I haven’t written about you in awhile. I really don’t know what to say anymore…..I miss you like crazy, I do know that. I guess I decided to write now, because well you would be almost 18….a fact that is still hard for me to swallow and that you would be graduating this […]

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Kick Push


I remember while still living in the double wide, about a year before your accident….You saw this video on TV and you really liked it.   You were just starting to get into skating. I don’t know I am even journaling this. I think I just need to remember the little things….Like acting goofy and […]

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August


I don’t even know where to begin…My heart aches for you Lizzy. School is about to begin. The month I totally dread, which most people have no idea why I am so down of the month of August. You would have been 17 this month. I try not to think about it, but the thought […]

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Summertime Sadness


Sitting here in the backyard, watching the dogs run around. Imagining you were back here practicing your soccer moves. Would you even be into soccer though?? Your 17th birthday is coming up soon. I don’t think I will handle it well . I’m trying so hard to imagine you as a 17 year old and […]

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Only If For A Night….


            Lizzy I think I am shock. Still. I don’t know what is wrong with me. I still see the images of you at the accident scene and on the table at the hospital. I know I need help, but its kind of hard when I do not want to […]

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