A New Year
I will be uploading a new video soon…..The difference between an illness and sudden death, as well as saying the name of the deceased child…..it really does help, you just don’t know…..
Handling the holidays
http://vimeo.com/busylizzy/holidays
So the audio sucks for some reason. I hadn’t done a VLOG in awhile so I figured I might as well end the year with one. So on that note, Happy Holidays, or try to anyway…..I know easier said than done. I will be thinking of all of my comrades in grief during this season…..
Hugs to you all-
Leslie
Forever Lizzy’s mom
Cosmic Love
Oh my goodness. I am laying in bed, just crying….Your dad is out of town entertaining clients, your sister is talking to her boyfriend and your brothers are busy with the x-box or watching the Saints game. And here I am just feeling alone. I can barely breathe, just thinking that you would have been 15 in just a couple of days has my heart racing. My “friends” are entertaining other friends just a couple of houses down and I feel jealous, and I don’t know why? Are they not allowed to have other friends? Sure they are. I HATE feeling like this. I HATE feeling alone. But I won’t let others see me this way, I will not allow it. Like everyone does in my position, we will put on this mask until we feel that it is ok to take it off, and for me that is right now, I shall try and go to sleep and maybe dream of you sweet Elizabeth. I seem to dream of you the most before your birthday’s or death date’s. Anyway, I love you to the moon and back….Love-The Mom
Blowing Bubbles
Oh!! Before I forget. I had another vivid dream of you. I have to journal these dreams of you because it seems so real to me. Anyway you were having fun and blowing bubbles outside and it was a beautiful day. I woke up during the night crying. I had been crying in my sleep, wishing it wasn’t a dream.
